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Blurb:
How does a world that accepts slavery affect both master and
slave? Can two people build a new life for themselves with a start like
theirs?
It’s a world like
this one except for the all-powerful State that’s very firmly in
control and the fact that slavery is legal. Jimmy had never really
thought about it or the fight for freedom going on around him. He was
too busy enjoying his privileged life as an actor on a sci-fi show.
But
what is he meant to do when he’s forced to permanently bond to a slave
he doesn’t want just because he made one silly, drunken mistake? Does it
change who he is, what he is?
Trouble is, Jimmy isn’t sure who he was to start with. He’d never thought about it.
And what about his slave, Nate? Can a slave force Jimmy into learning something about himself?
Excerpt:
‘It’s not fucking fair,’ was all
that kept going through Jimmy’s mind. Over and over on repeat. It wasn’t
fucking fair—not fair he was here, not fair he’d be here for weeks, not fucking
fair he was being forced to bond with some guy he didn’t even know. How could
something like that ever be fair?
Okay, so maybe he’d stepped out
of line and said things he shouldn’t, to people he shouldn’t. Said them long
and loud. But he’d been drunk, and everyone knew he was an arsehole when he was
drunk. He’d just kind of assumed they knew he was he was a friendly,
didn’t-mean-it kind of arsehole.
And okay, maybe he had hit
someone, but he hadn’t meant that either. He was the kind of drunk that did
stupid things they wouldn’t normally—things they didn’t mean. Hit people they
didn’t mean to. It wasn’t personal. He hadn’t known who the guy was. Just some
random kid, who just happened to have a powerful mother.
Was it such a crime to get drunk
and say things he shouldn’t, in front of people he shouldn’t? And hit people he
shouldn’t?
Yeah, actually even he knew it
was a crime, but shit, this was a hell of a punishment.
He was a good guy really, only
the authorities hadn’t seen it like that, and now he was fucking stuck here.
Even the minor celebrity that came with being on a TV show with plastic
spaceships hadn’t bought him any leeway. But he should have known that, known
what a hard, unforgiving bastard The State could be.
Now he had to pay for his
stupidity. Nothing else to do now but suck it up and pay his dues.
But it might not be all bad.
They’d told him he was going to be bonded with this guy—which was as near as
damn it to fucking marriage—but the man would still be Jimmy’s slave. Jimmy
would own him, be accountable and responsible for him. That was supposed to be
part of his punishment. To teach him to be responsible, so in future, he’d act
that way toward The State.
Owning a slave. That was a weird
concept, but there could be positives.
He wasn’t about to treat a slave
the way some people did. He’d seen it—at parties, around, hell, on the streets.
Slaves bent over and fucked, passed around for anyone’s pleasure. Treated as
slabs of meat. He wasn’t about to do anything like that. He’d be fair, protect
him from the perverts. He’d be responsible, just like they wanted, even if it
wasn’t fair.
They both knew the score, knew
there’d have to be sex, but he knew how to treat a person right. Slaves were
people, no matter what The State said. He’d take the free, no-strings sex as a
bonus. But people, anyone, deserved to be treated right.
He might not have understood the
freedom movement, but he could help one man live an easier life. He’d be doing
his small part to make the world a more decent place. He’d be responsible and
accept his punishment like a man. Once he got through prison.
That made him feel a little
better about everything.
He just hoped the guy didn’t look
like the tail end of a rhinoceros.
Two-and-a-half hours later, just
as Jimmy was beginning to think that nothing would ever happen and that the
silence would eat his brain away, his cell was unlocked. Three men held the
door open for him, the first one pointing to the door. “It’s time,” he said.
Jimmy was led along numerous
corridors, his hands sweating, his belly rolling every step of the way. He knew
what was coming. He’d be all right, but still, shit. He rubbed his palms on the
back of his jeans but the moisture was replaced as soon as he wiped it away.
On into a court room with more
people, all the equipment laid out ready. Hell, this was real. This was really
going to happen.
He was taken to the far end,
stood in front of a lectern, then a court official murmured to him, “We just
have to wait for your slave to be brought in. He needed medical treatment.
He’ll be here shortly.”
Medical
treatment?
Then the door at the back opened
again, and Jimmy twisted round, straining to see as a group of people made
their way forward. Two enormous men were half leading, half carrying a guy who
was dragging one leg behind him. Jimmy’s eyes were drawn down to where the
guy’s jeans had been raggedly cut open above his knee. His foot, ankle and
lower leg were covered with a thick plaster cast, his bare toes sticking
out—his bare, filthy toes. Jimmy wrinkled his nose in disgust as his gaze moved
up. The rest of the guy was just as dirty, mud encrusted and grungy. His hair
wasn’t much better, nor his face, but he sure wasn’t bad looking under the
dirt.
Maybe this wouldn’t be as hard as
it could have been.
Before Jimmy could take in
anymore there was a commotion and the judge entered. His thick robes and stupid
hat may have been over the top and melodramatic, but they had the right effect.
They brought an air of seriousness—of things being out of his control and
inevitable—and Jimmy felt himself start to shake.
“Verdict has been passed,” the
judge spoke solemnly, the majesty of the law behind every word. “I’m here to
carry out sentence.” He studied Jimmy as a small hand-held machine was pushed
in front of him. “Sign your name,” the judge instructed.
Taking the stylus that was thrust
at him, Jimmy fought to keep his hand from shaking. He had to do this right,
make his writing legible. This was important. This was permanent.
Permanent.
He exhaled hard, nostrils
flaring, and wrote his name.
The judge nodded and turned to an
official. “Bring the slave forward.” The guy with the cast was hauled forward,
his right hand pushed onto the lectern, his fingers splayed. The machine was
fitted into place over the back of his hand and a button pressed. He grunted
and a flash of pain hit his face, but he quickly pulled himself together,
standing as immobile as he could. The only sign of anything wrong was the way
his chest heaved.
Permanent.
“Second brand,” the judge
ordered, and the guy’s face went blank.
One of the men who had brought
him in now braced the slave on the side with the broken foot. The guy leaned
in, gripping on with one hand. He had no choice if he didn’t want to fall over,
as one of the other men undid his jeans pushing them and his underwear down his
thighs. The man moved behind the slave, and Jimmy caught sight of pale freckled
skin and a soft belly as his shirt was lifted and held up. Again the machine
was brought forward and placed on his left hip, over the pubic bone. When the
button was pressed this time, the grunt was deeper but more contained.
The slave’s shirt fell down as he
was steadied on his feet and he was left to pull the rest of his clothes back
into place himself. Someone pushed Jimmy next to him before they were both
turned to face the lectern.
“Now for the bonding,” the judge
spoke to Jimmy. “You will own your slave but, as you are also to be bonded, you
will have extra responsibilities, even more than in an equal marriage. Do you
understand?”
Jimmy nodded.
“Do you accept this bonding as
the right and proper recompense to your benevolent State for your crimes?”
Jimmy knew better than to argue
as his heart thumped against his chest. “I do.” They really were going to go
all the way through with this.
“Raise your hand.”
Jimmy held his hand out, palm
upwards. His family would kill him.
The judge turned to the slave.
“Do you accept?” No niceties or explanations but he had to be heard to say yes.
There was silence and Jimmy couldn’t
stop himself glancing over. The slave stared straight ahead as he swallowed
deep and hard. Then there was a huge hand on the back of his neck, fingers
arching and pushing into the vulnerable tendons at the side. Pushing and
pushing and…the veins were standing out either side of the fingers, and Jimmy
thought he could see the blood held back, pumping just under the surface and…
“Yes,” the guy said, and the clamp on his neck was lifted away.
“Raise your hand.” The judge
didn’t even look at him anymore—slaves weren’t worth the effort.
The guy lifted his hand, holding
it palm down just over Jimmy’s. The court official moved forward and wrapped a
leather cord round their combined hands, pushing them flesh to flesh as the
judge enunciated carefully something frighteningly legal. Jimmy couldn’t hear
it for the rushing of the blood in his ears.
“You are now bonded,” the judge
said, as the official tied the cord tightly. “You are now mates.” A beat
pounded in Jimmy’s head, his mouth dried out and his belly clamped. His mum
would cry for a month.
The judge was already getting up
ready to leave. “Take them to their cell. Assessment in…” He consulted his
book. “One month.”
Jimmy dropped his hand. The warm
palm tied to his went with it. The implication of that hit him like a brick,
and he thought he might just fall over. But the men who had brought them in
were trying to usher them out. With a firm hand pressed to his back, Jimmy took
a couple of steps forward and was almost immediately brought to a stop. He
glanced round. The guy really was filthy but his eyes were…
“I can’t walk properly,” his
slave said quietly.
“No, right. Of course you can’t.”
Jimmy went to support him on the side of his injured leg but stopped, turned to
the court official. “Do I help him? Am I allowed, seeing as he’s my slave?”
“No, you’re not allowed to give
aid or assistance to a slave. Let them do it.” The official nodded toward the
men around them. Jimmy realized for the first time that they were slaves as
well. On the back of their hands, instead of an individual’s signature, there
was a State department’s stamp. They were owned by the state. One moved forward
and caught Jimmy’s slave’s arm over his shoulder, taking his weight.
“You can untie that now.” The
official pointed to the cord. “But keep it. It’s another sign of ownership and
bonding. Some people like to tie it round their slave’s neck.”
Jimmy’s fingers fumbled as he
fought to undo the knots. He didn’t want to tie it anywhere. He stuffed it in
his pocket as he followed the slaves out and down more corridors to a prison
wing. They stopped outside a metal door with a number twenty-two on it, waiting
as it was unlocked. Then it was opened and he was steered inside, his slave was
brought in after him and dumped unceremoniously on the floor by the wall. The
door was locked behind them.
The banging echoed inside Jimmy’s
skull. His mum was going to make more noise than that when she found out.
Nothing else to do but make the
best of it.
“Well.” He walked forward,
assessing the space. “I guess as prison cells go this could be worse.” The room
was rectangular in shape, a small table and two chairs at one end, big bed at
the other, a bank of windows along the short end. Off to one side was a door
leading to a tiny bathroom. The whole place was scruffy. There were the scrapes
and scratches of other occupants everywhere, but clean enough, functional and
better than he’d expected. “What do you think?”
When there was no answer, he
turned so he could see the man on the floor. “You okay?” Still no answer. “Hey,
I asked you a question.”
The man had stretched out his
injured leg and was rubbing above the plaster cast. He raised his eyes a
little, licking at his bottom lip. “I’m sorry. I don’t know how this works.”
“How what works?”
“My being your slave. Do you
really want to know what I think? If I’m okay?”
Jimmy stopped then, suddenly
conscious of everything. There were rules for how to treat a slave. They were
meant to be followed all the time, whether in private or public. It was his
turn to lick at his lips as he turned in a circle, studying the room again in a
completely different way. “You think they have a camera or some kind of
microphone in here? That they’re watching what we do?”
“Are you asking me? Am I meant to
answer?” It was said softly, hesitantly.
The question had been more Jimmy
thinking out loud than anything else but now he wanted to know. “Yes. How
private do you think this place is?”
The man—Jimmy’s slave, and that
idea still blew his mind—examined the place, ceiling, walls, fittings. Missing
nothing. “There’s no camera, no mic I can see and no obvious place to hide one.
But then, why would they bother hiding it?”
“True. I guess we don’t have to
watch ourselves all the time then, that’s one good thing. I think that…” Again
he stopped, hands on hips as he stared down. “I can’t carry on like this.
What’s your name?”
“Nate,” the man said simply.
“Nate, Nat, that’s nice. I’m
Jimmy, Jimmy Stephens.” He stuck his arm out, ready to shake hands. Nate stared
at it for a moment before holding out his own, palm down.
“I know,” Nate said, looking at
the back of his hand. Jimmy’s eyes were drawn to it as well. There, amid the
raised, red, angry looking puffy skin, was his name, clearly visible in black,
burnt-in lettering.
Permanent.
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